Business v. Family
Sometimes, work is hard. I have been gone all week, one day may or may not have ended up in tears. All in all, it was a good week- I am physically stronger, I learned how to handle the gear I was given, and the best way to carry a large softbox on a lightstand (with a battery pack attached, for good measure). It gets hard to think about doing this with a family, it’s hard enough doing this with a husband. Honestly, it’s hard to set goals.
When I think about my future, I primarily think about the family I hope to have. Sure I want to travel, I want to be a good photographer, I want to be a kick-ass businesswoman. However, I know that a family will make things different- and will change everything I know about life. So it is hard for me to build something that I know will take a backseat once I have a family- why bother? I’m still not sure on the why, but I do know I’m still going to try. I’m not the first one to have to work this out!